I'm trying to move my emotions around and keep myself together. I know that my battle isn't against people, however Satan uses those closest to me to completely thrash me around. Satan has been using the Spirit of Jezebel to attack me. Let me make a disclaimer. I do believe that Satan uses demonic spirits to control people to take down those who are trying to do what God has called them to do. I do believe that when you know/study those demons, you are attacked by them more than others. I believe this to be true, because I have experienced it first hand.
Jezebel wants to control. I was spending time in prayer yesterday and in complete brokenness and asked God why Jezebel does what she does. I can't say that this is a true fact for all situations, but in mine it is. Jezebel couldn't control things in her own life, she desperately wanted to be able to control the things that couldn't be controlled. Because of that, she used her beauty, personality, seduction, to control others and situations that she had no authority controlling.
Jezebel see's herself as Cuben Fabric. She thinks that she is the strongest fabric in the world. Unbreakable. She is sneaky. Jezebel controls those who don't even know that she is controlling them. Those people might be great people, under the wrong authority. I looked at some characteristics of Jezebel.
Because I don't know a lot about Jezebel I'm going to be doing some intense research. Apparently, she is a tough cookie to crack. BUT she is able to be cracked. Just like Cuben Fabric, she has flaws. I am just on a search to find out what they are. I want to be able to burn this cuben fabric.
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