Feel Special, not discouraged.

The one thing I love about God is that I can open the Bible and instantly find something on the page and instantly connect it with something going in my own life.

Hear us, O our God, for we are despised. Turn their insults back on their own heads. Give them over as plunder in a land of captivity.
Nehemiah 4:4
Don't be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your brothers, and sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes.
Nehemiah 4:14 second part

I have these highlighted because of something that happened in May of 2011. I was working for a day care and was being attacked about my character. To the point where I was in a specific room, loving it and completely happy despite circumstances. I was pushed into a corner Through the whole situation I remained the same and yet was attacked daily. I remember the day I high lighted it. I was at my breaking point. I would go home crying daily. My mom feared for my life, it got that bad. She showed up to work that evening and asked me to leave my position. I finished my nightly duties, put everything up, walked into the lobby and looked at the night shift manager. I didn't have to say anything, he already knew. I can't even imagine what was running through the day cares minds. I didn't care. 

It wasn't the only time in my life that I was attacked. Even now I'm still being attacked. It's different levels of attack now though then it was then. BUT the interesting thing is the point it is birthed from is the SAME PLACE! Satan. Satan wants you to fail. Bottom line. He wants you to fail and give up. He does't want anything that would bring glory to God to be in the light. At the end of the day you have to remember that our enemy isn't flesh. It isn't people. It's satan. 

He's sneaky! He's going to attack you in any and every way possible. He will use those who love you the most and your biggest enemy. ALWAYS REMEMBER, HE is the source. We have to keep our eyes on The Lord, who is awesome. Your part in life is significant and that's why you are attacked. Satan wants to take out God's biggest impact piece. :) Feel special NOT discouraged.