PUSH through the pain

There are days that are worse than others. Sometimes I have to remind myself to breathe and count my blessings. Some trials are so overwhelming that I live on the verge of breaking down and losing my mind. BUT there is a reason for them. I know that a lot of people are going to be yelling, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IM GOING THROUGH. And honestly, I don't.

I don't know what hell you are walking through today. I don't know what circumstance that is holding you back from joy or your happy moment. All I know is what God's word tells me, and I HAVE TO BELIEVE that it is the truth.

Romans 8:28 And we know that all things worth together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose. 

Are you called? Because I am. Do you love God? Because I do! And because of that, I know that anything that I am facing is going to eventually work together for my good. I also know that James tells me to consider it pure joy. And yes it's hard. God, it's hard. There are days when I want to break. Like I'm going to crack at any moment. Explode and scream. My frustrations, disappointments, and everything are boiling over waiting to be tossed onto the wall like cooked pasta.

In those moments, where you just wanna cry or scream. You have to focus and remind yourself that all things are working together for good. Even though they are tearing you apart on the inside. They are working for your good. Even though that person called you stupid. YOU KNOW YOU AREN'T. Even though you can't pay that bill, you aren't worthless! Even though you lost the job, you are valuable. Even though the person you trusted the most stabbed you in the back, doesn't mean you aren't able to trust again.

Keep your chin up. Keep fighting. You're almost through this storm.